Wa-Ya-Ka-Ta

If the world to hold, then the world to keep Bow before renovation, reality starts to seep It's all been done before The hidden text and ancient lore They point and scream and pull at us To keep it up and do what we must Yet we dart away and avoid the truth Pour salt on the wounds instead of sooth Telling the truth is an uphill battle When it shakes all we know and makes it rattle To stand before them all and let it pour Knowing full well that may point you out the door So we grit and we bear We hold our hearts too close with fear and care Suffocate our god like souls Tell ourselves we're on a roll But progress is cheap when y

It's in the flash in your eyes before dawn Or the breath you take after dusk The thrash of your heart when it breaks And the tremor on your flesh amidst ecstasy It fills the transient of the seasons And brings birth to a new born infant Challenges the fallen to vision once more Even turns the lifeless back into existence It floats in the tears dwelling behind your eyes Dances on the tides of the nomadic breeze Never is it to be confined in a jar For our hearts see it as only but a moment But those moments live on for eternity

Tremors of ecstasy ripple across skin of golden sunflowers While nails dig into sheets like roots to earth The taste of sweat, sweeter then any honeysuckle or ferbben berry Comes up from your body like dew in the early morning They told me it was beautiful, to feel the tremble of a woman beside me But they failed to mention how it would touch me so far in Into the deepest caverns of my forsaken soul Ignite it with wildfire again and bring daisy's up from rocks You always loved to go watch the daisies wake up in the morning Slowly with care we move over each other, as the waves do with the sand That hourglass has broken again, time s

Break the silence with the sound of inspirations Turn four walls into an endless jungle of satisfaction I don't mind these moments here alone But moments turn to minutes that breed into hours Before long I've greeted the sun and the moon Tucked the stars into bed and cooked breakfast for the flowers It gets somewhat irritating, looking at the same pictures on the same walls Focusing on the pattern of your own breath for something to do I wander around these rooms, aimlessly looking for something Something that I misplaced or something I forgot Something that has the uncanny resemblance to company Other creatures of being which stay

They said I would hear it Hear it, hear it Inside the moan and groan of a lover true Under the lining, behind the eruption There it would be, hidden but not unseen The perfect explanation on why I still existed The resolution to my own age-old question The conclusion to my twisted chapter book of misery Her. Her. The word flows from lips kept open Held by a permanent hold, pause Rewind and repeat again for assurance Her. She. Woman. Lady. Girl. Female. Her. Dissect them apart or glue them together It's still underneath There, held in place by her breath Her. The keeper of logic and purpose A battery charged candle in the da

Worlds collide as fire sparks up from nothingness I draw deeper inside to try and hold myself together, something Some small part of me, trying desperately to keep it alive While you cast your gaze upon my imperfect form and scorn at me Scorn at me for being everything you never wanted, everything you couldn't stand to see I was labeled unwanted before I even drew my first breath Before you committed the darkest of sin upon my unexpected body I needed you so purely and completely then, I needed you so that I could survive But even then when I was nothing but a face without expression You attacked my world and broke it down to ash and

It changes everything, at least, everything that you once knew That you thought you knew, concepts and ideas burn and turn into ash The wind catches images and memories you once loved Torn from you and tossed into the air, to fly away, away to someone else Someone who is more like what you use to be, more like what you want to be again It strips you of everything, everything that explains who you once were And destroys it, it leave you naked and bare Unable to successfully hold onto those things ever again You try and you try to go through all the motions, hoping you'll get the results But in the end that's all you're doing, going th